01/03/11: Pinch and a bunch!

Mood: I am disheartened. I weighed myself 2 nights ago, and for the first time in my life I have tipped over 65kg. Yup, it's out there. I cannot believe it. It's always been 63... 62...wavering... lowering... steadying.... low 64's... all ok. But somewhere along the line I've gone too far. Yikes! That's a huge shock to the system. And now since it's happened all I can do is look in the mirror and 'feel' fat... I've had this nasty little 'pudge' all day. Though it's not that noticeable I'm sure. But my comfy shorts had to be 'zip released' last night while I was watching the Oscars. Oh crap. It's happening. I've hit 25 and now the weight is starting to pack on. All that lovely chocolate that I could get away with, all the sweeties, the muffins...NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Looks like I'm going to have to be a 'food watcher' now. Sh!t. Sad faces.

Eating: Ironically, I just narfed down one of the last pieces of my amazing caramel marshmellow rice bubble slice, with a layer of thick, cold, hard chocolate on top. Yup, I feel soooo guilty. And I'm totally kicking into gear with this 'stop all sweets' kick cause I got 1kg fatter. Totes, already.

Sneeze.

Drinking: nothing fun

Watching: At the moment, I am watching 'Bewitched' on Go! as I blog. It's better than 'I Dream of Genie'. Something just sounded like Lex on Jurassic Park when the Raptor sees her in the mirror and starts charging at her, and she lets out that awesome scream. It just happened again. It's my neighbours.

I pulled up to home this afternoon to a massive removal truck outside my next door neighbours house. Um. Are they moving? Please tell me they are, otherwise that's just cruel. To me. If they are chuffing off, that will be an end (well, depending on incoming neighbours...), the cigarette smoke wafting in our house at 7am in the morning, the swearing at the young children who will probably end up running away from home, getting messed up in drugs and basically hating their parents like poison when they turn 14. The whinging whining little baby who wails so unnecessarily for periods of up to half an hour - only to have the Dad scream abuse at her and have her cry more. Ugh. Such doting parents.... OMG Seinfeld just came on!!! STOKED!!!!

Change topic...
 
Listening to: Canned laughter.

HEY! I just realised I'm missing a section... where is the 'Just Finished?'... I deleted it. Oopths!

Here we go...


Just finished: Eating my slice and watching Bewitched. And finished work. Busy yet unproductive day. How annoying.

After this, I'm going to: feed the mini poop machines, get into pilates gear and head off to pilates.

One wish for the day:
That I was back to 63kg. Have been feeling flabby as well as bloaty. Oh joy. Wahhhhhhh....

 "Idiot on the Road" moment: none today. All was well!

~ Peace, Love & Mungbeans ~

xxx